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Oct. 16th, 2009

drifting sorrows

I moved to another account.

I haven't been on livejournal for a long time so I'm starting a new account. If anyone wants to add me as a friend my new account is "Kumei_Chou".

Sep. 1st, 2009

silent eyes sakura

Yes I am still here.

So probably been 3 months since I even visited this place but anyways...

Living the apartment life now; leaching off someone else's wireless internet connection until Comcast comes on Thursday. ((This connection is anal it works one minute then fails the next.)) It has rained today so we're all staying in as it's obviously disgusting outside. Plus, there's not much to do around here. This place is mostly fast food restaurants and high ways. There is a mall and a AMC theater but then the cash in my pocket may disappear very quickly...

<<;

And trying to conserve as much as I can 'til I get hired. I've probably passed out eight applications and resumes already? Still waiting for calls.

Life has been quite a bitch for a while and I'm trying to prove that bitch life that I'm better. Still an ongoing battle though. That bitch is persistent. Won't let me sleep right.

Hoping my sleeping pattern will adjust better soon. Still can't wake before noon. I know I'm not a morning person but dammit I have a 8am class on Wednesdays starting after the 8th.

Dx

So I really need to kick the sleeping pattern into gear. Stupidalarmclockdoesn'tfuckingringthismorning,nohelpatall! My cat was what finally woke me up today. She pounced on my face for food. She's pretty much gets what she wants. EvildominatrixcatqueenthatIlovetobits.

Bleh. I can't believe I made a Facebook account. Roommates used it as communication before we moved in so yeah... Iwanttogodeleteitnowbutthenpeoplewillallbewtf?

>>;

Mer...Orientation is on the third.

Crap.

I have to get up before 10 am. I'm screwed.

*goestobuyanotherfuckingalarmclock*

>0

Ja

~Kumei

May. 10th, 2009

burdened syaoran

Man...what a day...

Boy do I feel like **** today...It's Mother's Day and instead of us doing something for my mom, my brother is wasting her day off with homework he procrastinated on and they're arguing over it like always. I'm sitting up in my room, quietly doing the work I can with all this unwanted noise. I have an exam tomorrow so I need to get some things done earlier than usual. What also makes it worse is I got into an argument last night with one of my friends and didn't sleep much because of it. So I'm completely exhausted.

I guess I keep getting into arguments with my friends lately...

This week is also a horrendously busy week for me.  Exams, papers, interviews, ceremonies, AP art submissions, and etc.

I don't think I'm going to find piece of mind anytime soon.

Pretty much feel like I'm being grilled from all sides if that makes any sense.

Spring Quarter is ending soon and I'm behind. Graduation is riding up my ***. And everything and everyone else is driving me crazy...

I guess even this constantly thinking brain of mine can get overloaded.

Well I'm going to return to my work.

See you all around.

~Kumei

May. 8th, 2009

what?! kurogane!

?!

So...apparently my friend got reviews back from the surgeons today and the "OCKS" that  were removed were not OCKS at all and was entirely harmless (just some kinda knotted wad inside her face). Thus, she did not have reoccuring tumors; which is good news. However, I guess I'm not visiting her. Her mom suddenly decided she didn't want people coming over. Oh well...guess I'll go to my bro's party then after work tomorrow. Nothing else but homework otherwise...I really need to start those research papers...so much damn work...

~Kumei
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Holy cow has time flown by, to a point it's like someone pulled my feet from underneath me.  Well, I'm sure my friends are fully aware my posts here are random and seldom but I try to make the most of them. I apologize at least for not being up-to-date with my friends. I do have other contacts but oddly enough no one seems to hardly use any of those to contact me if at all. I tend to be on MSN (Messenger & Mail), Gaia, & DeviantArt. When I actually have more than a few hours to relax on the web, is when I make entries here and say hello to my EXTREMELY OBSESSED Lj friends. You guys know you are and are not ashamed of it. I know they can drill me on other things in return; so much love to you guys too. ;D

Hm...let's see...

Today my art teacher screwed up real bad. Our AP ART submissions were due TODAY and NOONE knew about it save this one girl from an OUTSIDE source. I ran franticly back to my house to try to get all the jpeg files of my art pieces to find out that the time for submissions had already PASSED.

However, due to the fact that this was a new way of AP ART exams, the AP Art community is giving us an extension. Apparently some other schools screwed up with the due dates too...

We submitted our Quality work but not our 12 pieces of Concentration or Breadth.

We have 'til Wednesday to submit that.

The AP Art students are still waiting for the SUBMISSION CODE from our art teacher who was not present today. So, hopefully we get it by Monday. WHICH WILL ONLY GIVE US FLIPPIN 2 DAYS!!

So yeah...a tad pissed at my alouf art teacher.

Also, today while TAing for my pottery teacher, I got to clean up a sad site in the kiln. Some idiot who thought just shoving clay together without proper scoring and making it THICK would be perfectly fine. This costed the whole bottom self pieces to be damaged or broken to shards thanks to this one piece literally EXPLODING in the kiln...

I hate idiots. Especially ignorant idiots.

SO my day was full of...

And tomorrow is my brother's b-day party. He's sixteen and going to go paintballing and bowling. And thankfully, he changed his plans to have all his friends sleepover at my dad's house and not at my mom's house; here.

I'm working tonight, here in a few minutes and tomorrow for a couple of hours before the bowling (I want to mooch off some pizza and cake too ya know). Then I'm going over to a friend's house to sleepover at and visit my friend. She just recovered from a pretty serious surgery (she had OCKs (tumors) removed from her face ((mostly inside the right cheek)) from the inside of her mouth) but she's well enough for visitors. I'm not a noisy person either so her parents are quite willing even though she is still technically recovering. She's glad I'm coming over, she's been pretty down from all the pain killers and constant sleeping with no friend visitations. So hopefully I can cheer her up and we can watch some anime or movies and draw or something. We both like that kind of stuff but who doesn't? XD

Anyways, only got a few minutes before I have to run to work so...

Currently, I have three scholarships awarded to me ($3000 total) and being awarded a Citation award ($15,000 total) from my Awana club. I can only use the $15,000 if I go to a Christian college and the $3000 within this year...

I still don't know which college I'm going to but I'm going in for some more scholarship interviews and a college interview at Northwestern College of Art.

That school seems the most promising so far but it's VERY small and there are no dorms whatsoever.

So I'm going to be looking at other colleges too still...like Cornish (Christian Art University) and some art schools in Canada; like the Emily ---something--- Art Institute (It's in Vancouver, Canada).

I'm a dual citizen and proud of it. <3

So yeah....hence to why I said it's like my feet got ripped from underneath me. I gotta make some huge decisions soon here on where I'm going and when...dad won't stop nagging me about it...mom is helping but seems intent on getting me in college by Fall. I don't think I'm ready to go that soon.

I'm getting my AAUCT by the end of Summer.

I'm graduating this year at my high school and community college.

I'm going to Prom (but I dread it's going to be like Homecoming~music-wise).

I don't want to go to Grad Night but mother paid for it and friends are intent on making me come along.

And...I'm trying to get a full-time job. (There is no way I'm going to be able to sustain myself in college if I don't start making more than $8.20 and hour for one-two days a week).

So yeah...that's the current news and the current blues.

Hope you enjoyed the rants and pants for breath.

Yes I do realize I'm rhyming.

I love poetry. GTFO if you don't.

<<;

Gah...anways got to run...

Enjoy your weekend and the Sun (if there is any).

~Kumei

Feb. 27th, 2009

silent eyes sakura

Oi...

Three more weeks before the winter quarter at the college is over...

I'm so ready to get out but at the same time I dread the final exams and this one coming up on Monday because I've been slacking a little...

The stress was getting to me bad so I tried to do some more "enjoyable" things between work loads from my classes but yeah...then I get so sidetracked and accomplish little...

I'm sure me and Fuji can relate to that?

And then with this infernal back pain for the past few days. I went to the doctors and got some x-rays but no news on any problems but it may not be bone-related and something else...like a bad strain or something that would need a brace...

I was only suggested physical therapy and to stop slouching unless I want to be cripple by thirty-four...

And that is not what I wish for so I have been working on it, but it's horribly ironic that it hurts to sit up straight while trying to do so...my back hurts worse sitting up straight than not right now with the current soreness.

I'm also probably working tonight...hopefully someone will be willing to move those crates full of glasses...with how my back is now I'm pretty sure I'll throw out my back or worse...

Miss hanging out with my friends, so I am looking forward to the summer where I'll only be taking a few courses to finish up and not have any high school...

However I will be working more...

Going to see another art university this Saturday, hopefully it's better than what NW Art University had to offer, that place was extremely small and they were wanting a hefty price because they teach during the summer (no summer breaks) and thus be a three year instead of a four year college major in Fine Arts or a double major in Fine Arts and something like Design or Multimedia...

Well, not much else is knew around here save for one freaky snow day the other day and now pure sunlight...

Damn you global warming...

Feb. 3rd, 2009

sakura &amp; flowers~warm

A new quarter and semester...

Mer...nothing feels different...and the year still feels as two semesters long, where it began...

The "I'm graduating this year" effect hasn't really kicked at me much and neither has "senioritis"...

Sometimes I wish it did so I'd relax a little more...but then again that could be too costly with the workload I still have ahead of me if I want to get that infernal AA degree in Arts...

I applied to the San Francisco Academy of Arts this week...

Got to put that damn portfolio together quick...

So many pictures I need to take and download onto a disk...

I'm considering taking online art courses since going to colleges, especially colleges in Canada, is really costly even though they are great art colleges...I just can't afford them and neither can my psyche without any moral support or friends alongside me...

My college exams are done for now...another one is coming up soon...

>.>

And more projects...whoo...

Well...at least I'll go see that Caroline movie to prevent myself from going insane...

'Gnight everyone,

~Kumei


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Jan. 28th, 2009

what?! kurogane!

Ugh...

Dreading the math final tomorrow...

I bet Fuji-san is too...

And I also screwed up with scheduling again...my Anthropology and Nutrition exam at the college isn't 'til Monday, but on a Monday of all days and the day I have to present too in Geology.

Which is even worse than it being this week with only a day to study or something along those lines...

Gah...Mondays are truly evil to me now...

I think Friday would be the next to most evil...

Well...better go try to rest...even though my brain will be like "WTF IS THIS?!" when I look at my final...I study and take notes but then there's suddenly something that pulls me from under my feet on those infernal tests that doesn't look like anything we've gone over yet our teacher says we have...maybe in another format or solution but like...why can't you stay with what we actually learned in class...not something pulled off from that...or outside of that, or alongside with...GAH!

It's like...putting us up to be slaughtered...

How can someone do well on inferences of what they've learned?! That's not learning, that's guessing or trying to make a best assumption using materials given, I can understand doing that for trying to solve problematic situations in life...but not in math...*twitch*

Meh...my ranting (complaining) isn't going to change anything, so yeah...

Oyasumi you guys,

~Kumei

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Jan. 24th, 2009

burdened syaoran

Le Royally Screwed...

Why the hell did high school finals have to be during my Nutrition/Anthropology college class exam...? I don't want to be studying for anything else or even go to high school until after my exam...I've had this teacher before...I know I'm dead already...I haven't studied and I hardly remember what I read...I've had hardly any sleep and the brain is just a runny mess...

I'm so screwed.

Stress levels beyond belief...I just spent the past two days doing nothing but college work and going to work...I probably will wind up studying right before the exam with this butt load of **** in front of me...speaking of which I better go start that project...it's due next week...

Dammit...

~Kumei
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Jan. 20th, 2009

precious feather

Eventful, no?

So yes, guess today will forever be a remembered day.

But I will remember it for other things...

Like me and Fuji-san eating bananas while the President is being inaugurated and finally getting Teacher Recommendations so I can apply for some sweet scholarships and whatnot and...my  pre-order of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles Vl. 20 being shipped this week. 0w0 ~<3

You know I so won't do my work when that comes in...

I love Borders...

Anyways...I better stop procrastinating and get back to my work.

Yes I too procrastinate...at times...

Like now...

Stress will kill you if you don't. It's like...physically impossible not to procrastinate at some point...

Technically...

Okay, okay...

Take care my friends and I hope to hear more from you soon.

~Kumei





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